Hello everybody.. As it seems i havent published a real post in ages.. So i think its time today!
First let me remind you of the homepage thats running again
http://personal.inet.fi/hima/rippeI will try to find some inspiration to work on it again.. And you can help me by telling me what you think of the page.... or even if you wisited.. Because that way i know its not only for my entertainment there....
Anyway to the point...
(its been edited now at least 6 times to make it shorter so dont wonder if there are some weird loose, or cut sentences..
Where the hell have i been?
Ive been at work mostly.. And the small time left ive tried to see my friends live... Because without my friends i would be a total wreck..
So whats going on now?
At the moment im sitting home and am enjoying my first week of a 6 week vacation. Witch will be celebrated by going tomorrow to Köpenhamn (kopenhagen) with my friend, her BF and her wife...
At home spending freetime isnt easy. Because all of the sudden i have now time more than enough to run around.
This is extremely difficult when im used to work 24-7 and then see my friends in between... And all of a sudden now sitting at home makes it tricky.. Therefore im embarrased to say that most of this week ive still spent at kokonniemi taking sun and just hanging around.. I understand today that giving my self to work takes me away from my self and my friends.. And i can fairly say the more i have worked the more it affected my friends because of me being tired after work, and not being able to give my 100% that friends deserve.. The more i have given to work, the more ive taken away from my friends and its not fair to them.. Its like a dealing with trust.. The more i give to someone (work in this case) the more i take from another one (friends) and its a unbalanced scale that i realise i cant get in balance no matter what i try... This scale keeps on wiggling... I really look forward to making it up to my dearest ones... And i just hope to god they still want (or need) me there.. Because as it looks now my icq, msn and skype looks very offline of friends...
What next..
Well trying to get a job.. Try to take it easy and see my friends as much as possible before they move away or i start working again...
On eastern i plan to have a small get2geather for my friends at our place because i have a.. Well yes you know how my bar cabinet looks at the moment... = P (This means as usually every man for them self and im not driving, but keeping you drunk instead)...
A trip trip to alptech 2007 in mid april with my boss = )
In the summer ill work for a theater again.. But more of it later.. Now i think its time to work on my homepage...